Dates are in MM.DD.YYYY format.
Names are changed/omitted for privacy.
I might be a little odd in here.



03.04.2025 - good day


i've been feeling a lot better today. i've weaseled my way into a friend's d&d campaign, and i'm pretty pleased about the whole thing. i still have a disgusting amount of schoolwork to do (very load heavy courses) but i'll manage. plus, there's a week long break soon. like a little vacation. it's too bad my boyfriend's out of town for that.

speaking of him, he's such a nerd. he's been getting me to help him out on genshin with fights and that, which makes me feel much more accomplished as a partner than i am... i've also been building my own characters on my game. specifically xingqiu (very me very me!). i've sort of been neglecting all of the others to max him out even though i'm only ar thirty-something and on sumeru (so i definitely don't need to). i find a lot of joy in playing video games. i was never really into it up until this year. i'd only really watch playthroughs, that or whatever i was into at the time wouldn't be a game at all (usually the latter). now though? i'm DISGUSTINGLY about video games. music too. maybe my brain is developing or something. the frontal lobe...



03.03.2025 - big trips & people i love


i think i'll be ok. i'm going on a trip as a graduation gift. it's not the one i'd originally planned, but i'm just as happy about it. my grades are good, i'm done highschool soon, and i love my friends. so i think everything will be ok. i'm very grateful for my parents. sometimes, i remember when me and my dad used to argue on the daily. it feels so far away now. i walk home, and i slide my bag onto the kitchen table, and we sit and talk. things are good. i just need to remind myself of that sometimes.

i think i'm going to play through noiz's route on dmmd sometime. i still haven't done it myself. playing video games has been a consistent thing lately. i finish up my schoolwork and i'm straight to genshin or quake or some visual novel. it's nice, having the time to sit alone and click some buttons and get a nice story (or visuals) out of it. i'm also replaying koujaku's route with my boyfriend right now, godbless his heart for putting up with my interests. i'm very excited to see him today. he came into school late, which is okay, but also means i couldn't see him on the ride there. very sad. i'm going skating with him and my younger sibling tonight. very exciting for clearnation! i'm ass at skating but it makes them happy, so hey, whatever. i'm pretty sure i need to still buy my sibling ProCreate on their tablet actually. i'll do that tonight.

i think this is how most of these diary entries will be. choppy and disorganized and allover the place. it's just the way things in my brain work. i think it's easier to read that way(?). i guess we'll see if that's how it goes.